tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1695347894858262542024-02-20T13:59:36.433+01:00Night of the MoonlightAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14385039211091213885noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-169534789485826254.post-85519074748006870892016-04-04T19:50:00.000+02:002016-04-04T20:10:39.617+02:00shut-update<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0cm;">
<span style="font-size: 18px;">Hi,</span></div>
I haven't harmed myself badly since October 24, 2015. That's quite long ago and I'm happy about that.<br />
I'm afraid that I will relapse again, because everyone around me (my mom, brother, other brother, sister, gf of my brother, 90% of my class) is annoying me. They act like they do everything perfectly and I'm doing everything wrong. If my sister gets 70% on a test, everyone is happy with it, but if I get 70% on the same test, everyone says that I didn't study good enough or that I could have done better. I'm so done with everyone.<br />
I want to walk away, but the only options to go to are:<br />
<b> Living with my dad:</b> <b>Go to my best friend:</b><br />
-far from school and my best friend -I can't stay for a long time<br />
-my brother and his gf live here too -I don't know her parents and brothers that well<br />
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So that won't work. I'll be sharing my room with my sister for some more years then.<br />
That's about everything for today! (I hope I can handle the urge for sh)<br />
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Bye potat's!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14385039211091213885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-169534789485826254.post-38833406962368276112015-08-23T12:07:00.001+02:002016-04-04T20:08:03.681+02:00Hey ^-^<div style="text-align: justify;">
<b style="font-family: georgia, 'times new roman', serif;">Hello!</b></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I almost wanted to say my name, but this is my anonymous blog.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I'm a Dutch 14 year old girl and this is sort of my '<i>diary</i>'.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I'm not good at expressing my feelings, (especially face to face conversations are really difficult) and that is probably one of the reasons I am/was depressed</span><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">It has been a quite long time since I cut myself, but I still scratch or hit myself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I've had a depression-blog on Instagram, but I sort of deleted it. (it's a fan account now)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">That's why I made this blog, I want somewhere to vent. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I'm quite awkward and I'm coping with (social) anxiety.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">That's about everything I can tell about myself, if you have any questions, just ask me something in the comments, send me a mail, or ask for my Instagram or Tumblr.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>Hugs from me!</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b>Ps</b>. if you found any grammar or other mistakes, just tell me, so i can learn from it! :)</span></div>
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